tak mudah untukku melupakan dirimu.
kau bagiku segala-galanya kan ku butikan kejujuran cintaku.
kasih dan sayang. cinta dan rindu.
ku semak di jiwanku.
usah biarku membalut luka.
agarkau mengerti yang selama ini aku mencintai mu.
hilangmu tiada berganti. biaralah bergini.
telah ku korban cuma hanya untukmu sorang.
ksetiaan ku tidakkau hargakan. sedihnya.
masih ku ingat dan terkenang percintaan yang penuh makna.
terlalu banyak aku memendam rasa.
selamat tinggal kasih, selama tinggal sayang.
tak ingin sejarah cinta terulang. luka masih terasa.
tahukah engakausnsungguhnya hati ini. masih lagi menyanyi dan menrindui mu.
dan belum pun sempat ku membalut luka kau menambahkan lagi kelukaan ini
sampai hatimu.
setelah kian lama terpisah ku harap kan bertemu lagi.
puas lah aku menggu mu namun kau masih membisu,
im just being confuse.
i dont know la why.
i will leave it to you to think .
" who hurting who's heart first"
im being too patient.
that why i get this in the end. fuck up sak.
and by the way you are not yourself now days.
why didnt said WHATEVER to me.?
i dont want to said that much.
no point argue with you.
after all we are nothing.
i try not to hurt your feelings.
but you hurt my.
you piss off with me.
what about me?
have you ever put any single min for me?
think la wei!
putting all the blame to me.
what the fuck.
you think you didnt any make mistake.
fuck off .
please la ask yourself why i have to said this all the time.
you really heart my feelings
thanks ar wei!
ku derita. kau berpura. diri ku menangis. engkau ketwa. kau aku sayang. ku kau singkirkan siksa aku selamanya. ku tak mengduga.kau da berubah, dalam diam kau menolak cintaku. aku sedar siapa lah diri ini. bagai kan pipit di sismu. dan kau merak kayangan ku tak di senangi. as for you....MASRY!!
okey countdown at work place.
super bored. but fun la.
okey start work at 3pm.
set things out.
prepare for everything.
okey end work at 2am.
cant extand.
cox later i still woking,
so dont want to get too tired.
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1January.
meet my god brother RIDUAN
at city hall mrt. to pass me my ELMO.
happy to the max sak!!
hahahahahahhaha
working at 6pm.
oval today.
runner again.
enjoy that cox.
beer,wine and chocolate milk shake spill on my uniform....
haiz...pity me...
eve present..
then meet hanz..
go makan,..
thanks for the ride, mkan and sending me home..
hahahahahhahhhahahaha..
see you soon...
-superelmoshrek-
:)
im really sorry to who i rejected...
im seriously not ready for relationship even if you really into me...
i dont mean but i have to..
it true we can take time...
but not point in relationship if im serious on it...
yes i love you..but not more then that...
what are so good about me that you really into me??
you guys are really nice guy...
i think you guys can find better then me..
i dont know till when i want to be like this,,
i wish i could have boyfriend,,
but then again not now...
if you still want to wait for me..by all means
really appreciate that...
im really sorry if still my answer is no..
i leave it to god..
but please don't put hope on me...
hope you guys understand me!!
thanks for being sincere to me!!
thanks for company home..
thanks for introdunce me about you..
i wish i could be your girlfriend..your wife as you said..you want to marry me
but i cant...
waliking home with me ....
just want to know me well..
really sorry to reject you..
im not ready..
i like you,,
...
our last meet it like a nightmare for me....
well..like you said,.if fake we will meet again....
so insya allah..............
just wait for the faith alright.................
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as for you RAIS..
im sorry too
i can see you really sincere love me..
but then again...
it same goes to masry,,'
im not ready..
but you still contacting me..
we can meet up...
we can share problems together..
i love you but not more then that..
like i say dnt put hope on me..
thanks for understanding me..
i know you dissapointed..
i will last our friendship..
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-superelmoshrek-
:)